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  Hi  Earthling's ! not my depression update, just normal update hopefully. Few people has been asking about my blog, thank you i guess.. for reading my nonsense. But again i'm glad to hear people are looking forward for an update. superb appreciate it ! Anyways! first things first.. COVID SUCKs ! second, since 'stay at home' life has been a norm for us now, my Anxiety has been suck. It's like my first time seeing the world and i have to interact with human AND being independent all together. as of now i can't go out alone in public by myself. i need my husband with me, because he will do all the talking and me.. just be me.. alive.. and wait for my husband.. 😂 Third, burnout. how it feels like hell. since covid.. and PKP,PKPD,MCO and whatever acronym use for this pandemic time. we have a limit of how many people that could enter the working area (i know that you know how the situation is don't act dumb now).  so it is 'understandable' that people a

                                  hi ! its been awhile, how was life? how are you? are you alright? how was work? welp! mine felt like shit. its fun and games until depression hit you. it feel like shit ! currently i'm working from home its not fun. not a single bit fun working from home.  "eh untung la duduk rumah ja" " eh senang la duduk saja tak buat kje" " eh! best la tak kerja duduk rumah jaa".  working is a responsibility. there is no such think working from home and ' duduk saja'. i'm not that type of person that does not think halal/haram you money worth from working. so please.. its not fun.. u are here, conducting subordinate from afar is shit!. i am loaded with work but i have to entertain others with their work. how is it fun? how is it 'senang'? why do people take me for granted. is it fun to make fun of me? to make me feel tired and exhausted? is fun to have so many work? to be known to have so much work? well its not