Exhausted
hi ! it's been awhile, been having depressing thought this past weeks. But somehow, i have friends and husband by my side this time around. i'm lucky to have friends that can see sign that i'm not okay even thru chatting. i'm lucky to have husband that know what to ask and know to hear me out. i'm happy.. i'm bless with them by my side. the pressure 'working from home' during this pandemic is hard. lucky i dont have any kids yet.. can't even imagine the stress coming from it. its hard, when you are used to do everything yourself. but now you are relaying on somebody else to help with your work. the perks of 'working from home' felt like sh*t. it turn into deep stress when the same damn thing you keep on doing over and over again.. woke up - make breakfast- meeting- shower- meeting- clean house-make dinner- sleep. i'm leaving in a loop for a moment. its depressing... as if that is my life now, and i'm tired. flooded with house work