Anxiety
okay ! first of all, Hye everyone. Happy New years ! may god bless us this whole year. I just got engaged few weeks ago. One step closer i might say .. as per usual, no picture just imagine it okay. So last week or two, i've gone through some bad ugly stupid anxiety. I called em bad ugly and stupid because it is bad and ugly.. and oddly stupid reason to have an anxiety. I am an introverted person. To some people, they might see me as extrovert, but in reality i'm not. Just imagine my biggest triggered anxiety is contemplating to text or call someone and ask about things that i needed to know. U know some adult thing. I can't do that casually. Literally took an hour to pull my self together and text or call someone (strangers) . well it does not stop there. It then comes to the point of waiting for the reply. Or hoping that the other person on the end line will not yell or belittle me for what ever my issues is. Sometimes, when i thought that i have accomplished